This is an evidens.

This is a picture which I mentioned previous my blog........

I can't say (s)he is qute now.....not sure this picture....

Evidence, how much I drunk

Today, I sorted out pictures in my mobile and found a picture of a girl in a lovely dress. I had no idea who she was and I checked taken the date, it was 11pm on 30th of June. I suddenly remembered, she wasn't a girl. She was a BOY. When I drunk outside of a bar in Shinjuku, (s)he walked by the bar. (S)he looked so cute actually, and I asked her(him) to take her picture and (s)he said "OK" , then hold a pose and smiled at me.

I had completely forgot it until I found the picture.....I had never asked any body who I don't know to take picture.... I think I should change this blog's title to "Drunken Housewife" or something else. I'm so embarrassed now, sigh...

A Kind of Torture

I enjoyed my temporary simple job for a week, but suddenly I have nothing to do. Two persons and I are hired for a project which the company have to finished by the end of this month. We finish the task quicker than the project team had expected, so they can't keep up with us. Today, we were asked to just wait at last. we waited and waited to be given next task, but nothing happend. Can you imagine that you just sit in front of PC, but you can't net-surfing and no reading materials? Of course, you also don't fall asleep.
The worst thing was people around us seemed they were very busy, so it made me to feel guilty. I had a lot of tea and often went to the toilet. I thought it was a kind of torture. I'll get some money even if I don't do anything, but but......I found out nothing to do was harder than work at an office. I totally knocked out today.
I hope tomorrow will be better than today.

I just started to work.

I just started to work again today. It's a month contract, so I'm a temporary worker for now. The job isn't difficult, just a PC operation, but I'm tired..... because I spent my life lazily for two years, my brain and body totally forgot how I worked hard before.

What did I do?, again

I went drink last Saturday with my friends. I thought I had a couple of glasses wine and cocktail and I was merry, but just not merry, I was wasted, crap and shit. I was asked "Were you ok the next morning?" by friends after the Saturday. It seemed I did something wrong, strange or funny as usual. I hope I just boozed....actually, I only remeber I was too friendly at the night and I chatted somebody who I had never met and I can't remember what I talked exactly.... Can't I learn something from I did before? How many times I regreted and how many times I swered I'll never do something I regret after I had drink this year? I feel sorry to people (mainly, my friends's friends) who I annoyed. I hope nobody remember about me at the night......